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well chris came over, its been a while since we have seen him cuz hes got taken away from DSS :-( all cuz pop "couldnt handle" him anymore, which is shit! But anyways, me and john are doing good, going to job core, most likely by Jan, tomorrow im going to sign papers for it, but i have to get rid of my kitten, Calli which im very pissed bout. But its going to be fun cuz me and john will be together. (Chris just put my "nigga" jacket on) haha but anyways, the other day this girl leanna "shes posta be muh girl" came home and started bitchin at me and shit because her mother had me call her boyfriends house to see whne leanna was coming home, the fucking girl was like " blah blha, i'll fucking punch you" HAHA i was like "fuckin do it bitch instead of saying it" aww i fucking hate people, so yeah i got john this guitar for christmas and i left it up at her house, well today i had to go get it because they were afraid because she said she was going to pown it, i swear to god, if she fucking even tried too and i found out, she would have been in jail cuz she wanted and a CUNT at that too, but the on with my storie bout that the other night, she starts yelling at her parents and blahtelling them to stay out of her business, what a cunt! Then she found a paper that her sister dropped and it was bout her getting introuble in school, the bitch goes and tells their PARENTS! wow thats fucked up and a cyco bitch! but anyways she wanted to hook up with johns best friend, jay hah bitch think again! Jay dont like lazy eyed bitches like you, and plus u act like a lil girl! But ne ways me and rissa are talking :-) i miss her so much! i miss all the fun times me and her had. Seems like john doesnt like me talking to her, but fuck him he can fuck hisself. But im going to bed gotta wake up early, so ill ttyl lyl
keri
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[21 Dec 2005|09:12pm] |
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hey everyone, and yes i havent been writting for a LONG time and haha its cuz of john! but its also cuz im lazy and theres this thing called MYSPACE haha so addiciting! but anyways, ill write tomorrow after my meeting with the recruiter! LYL
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okay i lied. i was wrong. john is the most important thing in my life i love him with everything i have and everything i am!!! im so bored blah!!!
<3 u john!!!
keri
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To John Michael Lam
i thought to myself maybe if i saw you all my feelings would come back to me about you and then i thought of all the reason why i "loved" you and why and i really couldnt think of much to say. But maybe i didnt "love" you like i thought i "loved" you maybe it was just lust. Maybe thats all are relationship was about , lust lust lust and more lust. But then i went home and thought and thought some more about what it could be and then i came up with it, it was who i was when i was around you that i liked, the person i was and now that i think about i didnt need you to find that person inside me i could have done it all by myself because i got threw a whole year without, without talking to you , also without seeing you. I got threw the deaths of two friends, my second mom, and a teacher at my school. it was fun when it was, it was great when it happened but maybe i was just in "love" with you because i was telling myself i was, or maybe it was just because of the sex. The sex was good dont get me wrong but maybe thats the only reason i told you and you told me that we "loved" eachother. But i can truly say that i havent fell for anyone like i fell for you and maybe just maybe im not going to b.c im not going to let myself but i just dont know that person i was when i was with you is here and here to stay, and if i ever see you again i dont i could view you more than just a past friend.
But anyways on a good note: This week has been fuckin awesome so far lol...
Monday- No school sat around and did nothing
Tuesday- Begining of new classes..gym,chorus,gen phy,geom.
Wednesday- No school going to do nothing lol
lol all i have is thursday and friday...yippy.
haha mark made me so madd lastnight, wiked funni! and today i HAVE to hangout with rich..i dont kno if i really want to hangout with him alone. well i kno i dont want to. blah blah waiting for marissa to come on. well gtg ttyl
p.s. mariam is having a party sat night!!!!!!!! her new house...above the lanudry matt!!!! i cant wait evan procter is going....maybe :-) i will so get him drunk and seduce him!
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damn.......this year has gone by so fast and thank god it did. its been a tuff year ppl and i cant believe im still going on. well lets see my new years resolution haha. i dont even think i have one yet. this, christmas and valentines day are the kinda holidays i try to advoid. i really cant stand any of them b.c 1. im not pretty 2. im single 3. im single...lol well ne ways maybe being with my friends will let me forget it but yet they ALL well not all but most of them have bfs or gfs and it drives me crazy to b the 3rd wheel. i dont kno but yet again im going to stick it out....awwww its going to b 2005 in like 5 hours and 5 mins. haha then 3 more months till im 18...and then 2 more months after that and im gone...i have the rest of the mother fuckin summer to myself...hopefull i will get my lincese soon, maybe work or find another job...and i hope to lose weight...we will see...b.c the next time i go to sh*booms i wanna get my groove on. well i dont kno what else to say but :
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
LOVE YA!!!
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